bismillahirrohmanirrohim....
now, really feel wanna scream as loud as i can, the tears just fall like this....
i really hate this situation. when my position between selfish and caring.
Alloh please don't let me think that i am just alone, face the things just by myself, in this time i just need to take a rest for a while, thinking what happen in the past, and what will i do in the future. i can't stop this tears fall down, because i just feel in mess. Just wanna be with You, just for a second, forget all the things about this matter
just wanna wake up my spirits which gone for so long,
stuck on mind that just me, and lonely is sick, make never go forward, actually there is someone that never ever let me alone, just not realize it..
and the voice just whisper in my ear"it is just one life, you are going to another life wiyhout bring anything stuff that you have except your good attitude, so what will you do then....will you stay in this time?or you take an action weather its make another pain but you still survive and still go forward? its your life, and its your choice, for being good or bad........"
let me choose one,
one choice,
one life,
one things..
one can make me feel better
one, one, one....
Ya Rohman,
You are only The One that can make me a better one,
let me walk in Your way
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